If I Read It, Here's What I Thought

I always thought the strangest aspect of the OJ Simpson trial was Keeping Up with the Kardashians. I wonder what the Goldman and Brown families think of it, whether they're especially troubled by it, or just troubled by it in the way that most of the rest of the country is troubled by it.

There was just something really strange and rich about this supremely successful celebrity family, and how their start came from the ur-reality show — OJ's Bronco ride-live suicide watch and subsequent trial. The whole thing mirrors the arc of TruTV; turning courtroom drama into reality programming.

I always thought that part was the strangest aspect because it was: If you were an alien or a ǃKung bushman or Robin Williams in Moscow on the Hudson it would strike you as one of the more asinine and egregious examples of karmic capitalism — the family of the attorney defending the celebrity murderer (according to the burden of proof in a civil trial) become celebrities themselves. Oh, and their stepdad is one of the most recognizable Olympic champions of all time, and not just for any Olympic event but the marathon; straight up, they put the man on cereal boxes. Seriously, What the fuck? It's as if Paris Hilton never even existed.

You could say that it's easy enough to ignore these people but they're moving from popular culture to fashion to music to sports. One day one of them will probably run for office. And then I swear to god I'll stop voting.

Here's the thing: Were it not for Keeping Up with the Kardashians, the very strangest thing about post-6/12/94 OJ Simpson would be If I Did It.

If I Did It always promised to be salacious, but there was something genre-defining about the triumph of the third conditional in modern literature — also, the breakout moment for counterfactual history, which until OJ was relegated to a particular type of person, and not always someone you'd want to have a conversation with.

The concept of "If I Did It" was poised to become a major cultural moment, with artists quickly embracing the third conditional, a genuine response to the sampled/appropriated/blockquoted culture of the mid-2000s. And then Keeping Up with the Kardashians happened.

To be fair, good sense also prevailed for a while, until it didn't; the publisher canceled the project and it wasn't published until the Goldman family got the rights to the manuscript as part of the civil judgement and were compelled by a court order to publish it. Which just makes it all weird again: The family who doesn't want this quasi-counterfactual confession thing published is forced to publish it themselves. (I would — maybe — almost — argue that this near-confession might be kind of nice the family, as far as "closure" goes — I'm sure a lot of criminals never admit as much as OJ does in If, and in such a free-wheeling, nakedly moronic manner — the obscene aspect of profiting on crime is another matter, of course.)

So with some — some — moral cover you can read If knowing that at least the money is going to the victim's family, though if you sat there long enough even that seems rotten: If I Did It seems like a strange way to work off one's debt. And the cover is clever: The "If" is buried in tiny dark letters in the "I" of "If I Did It," meaning that the cover looks like it says "I Did It."

Once you get into the actual book, there are almost 70 pages of introductions, prologues and various explanations for why the book exists, written by the Goldman family. Some of it sounds defensive. I don't think they had a choice. This isn't really a text that can exist on its own. There's an introduction by Pablo Fenjves, the ghost writer who worked with OJ — that part is pretty fascinating. After the world was outraged by a confession in the third conditional, OJ distanced himself from the book and called it fiction made up by the ghost writer. It's interesting to hear Fenjves' view of the process. One of the things that stands out is something he observed while interviewing OJ about how many people want to shake OJ's hand and take his picture.

So anyway, after about 70 pages, you get to the actual book itself, which feels creepy — creepier than if it just began from the front of the book.

It's crazy, but the first thing that emerges — very early on — is that pre-6/12/94 vision of OJ: the dutiful, well-spoken sideline reporter, the playful luggage-vaulting Hertz pitchman, the great side character in Naked Gun. It's been almost 20 years since I remembered this OJ, and what I forgot in the meantime was how weird an idea it was that this guy killed two people. It's almost like if Ryan Seacrest, Mario Lopez or Michael Strahan killed some people — it was so weird to think about and so counter to his public persona, which I think is in part what made America crazy in the months and years afterward. Some athletes or celebrities you could maybe see doing something rotten. Not OJ — he was just too funny acting alongside Leslie Nielsen.

Anyway, that happy-go-lucky image of OJ comes back almost immediately. Along with that is a guileless version of OJ, which, to be honest, you can kind of see through. I was unaware of his domestic dispute past, and never paid that much attention to the trial itself, so when he uses this guileless affectation to gloss over what seem like textbook abusive situations, it's not terribly convincing.

Along the way, I have to admit, I was feeling sympathetic toward OJ. Did he create this absurd straw man in Nicole? Yes, no question. Is it sinister and fucked up? No doubt. Do I see how he might have been a little cross? Well, kind of . . . I mean, this is a lady who had relations with Marcus Allen — fellow Heisman winner Marcus Allen! — and OJ's cool, calm and collected best judgement was to be cool with it. That takes some restraint . . . which is where the perniciousness of I Did It comes in: without even knowing the other half of the story, it just doesn't read right. No one, except someone trying to prove he didn't murder someone, would think it was cool that Marcus Allen had sex with your ex-wife.

And that's not even getting into the absurd mental gymnastics of some of the situations he describes: "I will admit to you [. . .] that some of my arguments with Nicole did indeed deteriorate into shouting matches, and that we tended to get in each other's faces. But most of the time we resolved our differences peacefully, without getting physical." I don't know what the italics are about, but my strong suspicion is that its meant to distract you from the previous part: "most of the time." A lot of the book is like that. And Nicole is such a caricature — a wonderful lady who is obsessed with her weight and has a horrible temper but who would be a great girl if she wasn't running with all these damn no-good friends of hers — that it's hard to take anything OJ writes seriously.

So anyway, OJ goes on for five chapters, 115 pages, until he gets to the "If I Did It" part. The chapter itself, "The Night In Question," is weird for a couple of reasons. One, he gets McDonald's with Kato Kaelin like less than two hours before. Not sure what that all means but it feels weird. Two, he leaves a booty call message for a LA Raiders cheerleader who he thinks about after Kaelin shows him a picture of some lady in Playboy on his way to the Jacuzzi (talk about weird images): I want to know who that lady was! Can you imagine getting a message like that on your machine? Then there's the conceit that there was a "friend" of OJ's named "Charlie" who accompanied OJ to Nicole's house. Charlie appears nowhere else in OJ's book, and the discussion OJ has with "Charlie" while driving over to the house sounds more like schizophrenic rambling than anything else. As for the murder scene itself, there is a lot of yelling "motherfucker" and then he claims he blacked out only to discover Nicole and Ron Goldman lying in pools of blood. Oh, and Nicole's dog is named Kato; I don't know what to make of that, either. The murder scene reads like a bad dream of some sort. The remaining two chapters talk about the details leading up to his arrest and the Bronco chase.

As absurd and ridiculous as this book is, it's really hard to read Did It without thinking about chronic traumatic encephalopathy and football. It's not until really recently that CTE has come to the fore, so there's a sense of dramatic irony going on when you read OJ talk about how banged up his body is. To be clear, OJ definitely doesn't talk about having the kind of symptoms you hear other players talk about, but every time he mentions some physical toll from football it enters your mind. Most of the time he mentions his knees and arthritis, but there's one moment when he's being questioned by the police about what he remembers and he jokes that he can't remember a lot of stuff — it makes you wonder is all, especially when the symptoms include aggressive behavior, a short fuse and depression.

So yeah, there are so many weird things about It, but the weirdest thing may just be that this trial of the century that the public and media went cuckoo bananas over was set into motion years before by an irredeemably violent sport that the public and media go cuckoo bananas for. And if that's the case, then don't you feel just a little bad about the whole thing?

Posted: January 16th, 2014 | Author: | Filed under: Books Are The SUVs Of Writing | Tags: , , ,

We Used To Write Shit In This Country

Jim Crace's Harvest is a tight novel revolving around the enclosure of common lands in pre-Industrial Britain and the societal upheaval that follows.

Now nothing gets me more excited than a yarn about ye olde historic tymes, especially British ones, but I have to say that Harvest did a great job of not seeming like a historical novel, with ripped bodices and luscious locks and, I don't know, jousting sticks or whatever. And it wasn't boring. And? What? Why can't I be honest? That's just what I feel.

And it's true, even though the setting seems esoteric — or at least it was to me; perhaps I was just zoning out during some British history class I never took — it's not overly historical, at least any more than Absalom, Absalom! or Beloved or some such.

Part of what really pulls you in is the simple formula — take conflict (societal upheaval), add personal conflict (everything that happens in the book) and round out with yet more conflict (an all-out final conflagration). And the poor subsistence farmers don't have any bodices to speak of, but they do "spend" and "disburse" themselves in an with one another: "Lying on her back with me on top, her creamy stomach sways and frowns like a shaken posset."

The final parts of Harvest are as great as they come. [Insert spoiler alert here.] As society as the characters know it is crumbling and falling away, the villagers scattered to some other village, or perhaps a city, the main character is left behind to tend to the burning remnants of the manor. He's taken a hallucinogenic mushroom and believes the arsonists have made breakfast and packed his bags for him — it's a wonderful image: decent society as one big drug trip; look at this chaos and try to believe that everyone isn't just one step away from burning the whole place down. It reminds me of something my Anthropology 101 professor said about culture being a "scam." I only half understood what he meant by this. He also taught the same class at the community college for a fraction of the tuition. (In retrospect, it's possible he was cribbing from Terence McKenna. I only now learned who Terence McKenna was.)

[Now I will proceed to make a straw man out of someone or something.]

The other thing I took away from Harvest is that it was refreshing to read a real goddamn story for a change. The more time you spend with normal goddamn stories, the more cheesed off you get with this glut of infantilized authors writing infantilized books about infantilizing subjects. Is it a US versus UK thing? Is it the fault of the Safran-Anderson Industrial Complex? (By the way, what did Steely Dan think of Moonrise Kingdom? I actually never saw it.)

Nothing against 25-year-olds, but would a 25-year-old do more than five and dime the beginning and end of the manuscript like Harvest? Or is it too, I don't know, middle-aged? What's the enclosure act about anyway? The size of stamps or something? And what's a letter anyway?

[Now I will backtrack slightly from the preceding.]

Look, clearly, not everything is ___________'s fault. I don't mean to complain. I'm very pleased and inspired by vintage A-line dresses and ukeleles. But sometimes it seems like we lost our way. We used to make shit in this country, write shit. Now we just put our hand in the next guy's pocket and grimace knowingly when we remove our hand and find that in it is a copy of Miranda July's latest book, It Chooses You.

Posted: January 15th, 2014 | Author: | Filed under: Books Are The SUVs Of Writing | Tags: , , ,

There Are Levels To This

I'm pretty sure John McPhee can make any topic interesting.

Which is to say, you might balk at reading a 150-page profile of two tennis players interspersed with a recap of what seems like virtually every point of their four-set match — unless John McPhee wrote it, in which case you will be completely engrossed in it.

It helps that one of the players profiled is Arthur Ashe, who you know has to have an interesting story. And it also helps that it covers an interesting point in competitive tennis history when amateurs and professionals played together in "open" tournaments (i.e., the "US Open"). And it helps that it takes place during an interesting time in U.S. history — 1968, when . . . aw, hell, you know.

All that said, you probably still wouldn't want to read Levels of the Game. And that'd be a mistake and which is why book club is a good idea when it gets you to read stuff you wouldn't normally read.

I will say that I assumed it'd probably be good but that's only because we'd read The Pine Barrens, which was another book about a topic — the "backwater" part of Southern New Jersey where squat pine trees grow — that you thought you'd never be interested in but which actually was interesting.

So while Levels is about tennis, it's not so much that it's about "more" than tennis — too many documentaries and nonfiction pieces seem to use "it's more than" as a cheap ploy to pull you in: Angle bracket literature (">"). Rather it — like all good nonfiction, I suppose — helps you appreciate the game that much more — on a, er, different level, I suppose.

There is something special about the dramatic irony of the arc of Ashe's life, but the pieces that Levels compiles were written contemporaneously, while Ashe was still a young amateur player, and obviously long before his AIDS diagnosis. But that just gives the book some historical significance; it's still interesting in an of itself.

It's interesting to read how Ashe and Clark Graebner, Ashe's opponent profiled in Levels, lived so modestly as amateur players. Both had other jobs, for one. Also interesting was how much Ashe read — you just don't see tennis stars today as that well read or intellectual — most athletes in general come off like savants or machines who work on their game to the exclusion of anything else in the world. McPhee makes a comment along the lines of that although Ashe reads a lot he's not intellectual; today, anyone who reads anything at all is probably "intellectual"; it's crazy to think that there was a time in the U.S. when people actually read.

Obviously — at least I think it's supposed to be obvious — the race part is an important part of the book. Ashe's biography is important in that respect, and McPhee certainly addresses it, first subtly and then more directly toward the end of the book. So it's also interesting how close the two competitors are if not in cultural background then at least in competitive background, and how for each of the personalities the game seems to take over. Hard to express, but in the side-by-side biographical sketch of the two players there's something less "other" seeming about the two men when they're sketched out side by side. It's an interesting take, and given what was happening across the country in 1968, it could be seen as a little provocative: The through line for both players is an intense work ethic, and although McPhee shows differences, ultimately there seems less different about the two men.

Even if you don't see it that way — and to be fair, the entire book has example after example of the two players' divergent styles and backgrounds — you can't help but read Levels and feel like the U.S. is somehow less cohesive than in the 1960s, which is both fascinating and kind of frightening.

Posted: January 14th, 2014 | Author: | Filed under: Books Are The SUVs Of Writing | Tags: ,